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Tmi 

I'm 20+ and I never learned to be an interesting person. I mean, I'm contend with my life, I learn a lot everyday, I have a lot of hobbies/tastes, but... I feel like people isn't interested in what I share and when I get all geeky about something they feel overwhelmed by my enthusiasm.
So I rather prefer to be alone, I enjoy my own company. I mean, why would I bother to talk if no one is interested? To waste their time?

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Tmi 

It doesn't happen the same with art because I'm not forcing people to follow me/seeing my art, they can leave whenever they want.
I don't know, lately I feel less need for human warm and I'm not sure if that's good.

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Tmi 

@S_mommo
I鈥檓 the same way and honestly it is good. For certain people anyway. If all people do is make you feel discouraged and bad about yourself it鈥檚 healthier to be alone.

Tmi 

@Night_Rise7474
It's a complex feeling overall that not everyone has (I used to think when I was a kid that everyone felt the same, but no).
I mean, I know they try to like me and I don't want to seem ungrateful by stopping being their friend. I just feel like I don't really have a ''home'' out of my family or a place to belong, I'm just... me.

Tmi 

@S_mommo
Home IS where your family is. Do you want more or are you content?

Tmi 

@Night_Rise7474
I'm okay with then, but they won't live forever. Besides, I'm talking about feeling part of a group that's not my family.

Tmi 

@S_mommo
Well if there鈥檚 one thing I鈥檝e learned so far in life is that it鈥檚 truly unexpected and unpredictable. Who knows what you鈥檒l find out there and who knows who you鈥檒l be when you do. That鈥檚 why it鈥檚 best to just enjoy being who you are now and not worrying where you belong.

I am cheering for you though. I hope you do find what you鈥檙e looking for

Tmi 

@S_mommo To me that just sounds like you've not met the right people to fit in with. Admittedly I can only compare to my own experiences but you're describing what my life was like from being a teen to my mid twenties too. I'd say in the whole world there are maybe 4 people I consider a true close friend, just for example. Those 4 get me and don't often get lost by me and the things I say or do. It takes a while to find the right ones.

Tmi 

@S_mommo I'm 23. I feel like as I get older I gain traits that I would consider interesting.

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